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Anyway, I've been chatting off and on about music with a friend of mine, who happens to host a show at Bassdrive.com. Been listening to their stream since 2am this morning, and felt very at home - I'd left the drums and bass behind in my teenage years.
Little known fact about me these days: in my teenage years, I was a huge fanatic over drum and bass. Rhythm was in my soul, even if I didn't feel like I could dance. I've been a musician all my life (yep, really!) and even though I was performing choral music, I was determined to pick up drums or bass.
Now drums were pretty much out of the question; too expensive, no room to put them, and no way my parents were going to put up with them. But bass - bass I really hoped to play. I finally pleaded a guitar as a birthday present.
The catch - as I left to go guitar shopping - was that I wasn't allowed to buy a bass guitar.
Yes, that's right - I was going to (supposedly) learn how to play bass by, well, not playing bass. See, my dad insisted that I get a 6 string acoustic. He insisted that I couldn't learn to play bass without learning to play 6 string first.
Now, I've loved my guitars through the years. I have a beautiful guitar I still ponder selling because it goes to waste. But I've got double jointed pinkies, which don't want to ever seem to cooperate with playing chords, and while I've dabbled a bit in Spanish/Flamenco style, I got further and further away from my rhythm roots.
I was also discouraged from playing bass for another reason: I wouldn't have anyone to play with. I had no intentions of joining a band (still don't); I'd have no accompanying musician. It'd just be me and the bass. Me and four strings.
"Well, that's stupid and boring. Play something you can play alone."
This incident, of course, really killed my musician side. I stopped caring about the discipline to learn a new instrument, stopped caring about making music. Within the next two years, I was also turned down to two choral groups: my high school choral group because I didn't have professional voice training (public school!), and a future college's because I was nervous and blew my chance.
There went my singing, too.
But there you have it, anyway - there's a little musician hiding behind this gamer chick, wishing and wanting to make the beat happen again.
At least I've got online radio.
